Thursday, September 28, 2006

ACLU

I am registered neither as a Democrat nor a Republican, but I am now a member of the American Civil Liberties Union.

The ACLU is perhaps the only organization willing to fight on behalf of the United States Constitution.

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Monday, September 11, 2006

September 11

September 11
September 11 © Patrick T. Power
I will not be watching television today... I will not turn it on except, perhaps, to see what the miserable failure has to say at 9:00 tonight as he pushes the Republican fear agenda... I will keep the on/off remote in hand and a puke bucket on standby.

Listening to the clown speak is akin to swabbing one's ears out with darts.

Friday, September 08, 2006

My Letter...


...to Disney's Chairman of the Board, former Senate Majority Leader George Mitchell (D-ME).


Dear Mr. Mitchell,

This is another in what has surely been an avalanche of emails written in protest of Path To 9/11... therefore, I'll keep it brief.

September 11 has been touted as one of the most important dates in this country's history, yet your company has decided to produce a film that its writers know full well has the potential to shape the way people think about the event.

To support such a project that corrupts, distorts and fabricates facts — especially when it is purported to be based on an objective, factual study — is shameful. A company such as Disney has a reputation of being family-oriented and respected for its programming. This program seems to me to be contrary to the notion that its programming is responsible, much less respectable.

So, it is my hope that Path To 9/11 be edited to present a more factual story regarding such a significant historical day, or that the project be mothballed until it's fixed.

The American people have been bamboozled enough by the current administration, and for corporations such as Disney and ABC to appear to be in cahoots with the bamboozlers can't be a good thing for their respective reputations.

Thank you for your time and consideration. Thank you for all you've done in service to this country.


Patrick Power
East Lansing, Michigan



To write yours, go to Think Progress...

This might all be moot anyway as it appears that Bush has decided to give a nationally-televised speech at 9:00pm on September 11th, a time which conflicts with this program. I have a feeling that ABC will decide to postpone the program (under this scenario) while it scurries to edit the film. Skeptic that I am, I can't help but wonder if Karl Rove didn't have a hand in all this.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Mnemonics


I subscribe to various RSS feeds from my hometown newspaper and while I was delighted to see that today's Letters to the Editor included several anti-Bush/anti-Republican letters, I laughed out loud at the last one on the page...


'Praying' For Pluto No More


I remember a conversation with my mother and grandmother more than 50 years ago in which they shared the mnemonics they had learned to memorize the planets: "Mary's Violet Eyes Made Johnny Sit Up Nights" was my grandma's device. My mom added "Praying" since she learned the solar system after 1930.

With Pluto's newly diminished status, I'll probably go back to my grandma's system, although I must admit I'll miss the mnemonic I've been using for the past 5 1/2 years: "Many Very Erudite Men Justly Scream, 'Unenlightened Numbskull President!' "

Cathy Wirzylo
Eastwick Drive

Monday, August 28, 2006

Stretch


I have raved and I have ranted about the miserable failure (who, as far as I'm concerned, has given the word "failure" a bad name!) for as long as I have published this blog. The man has done to this country (not to mention Iraq) pretty much exactly what he has done with every other enterprise he's gotten his hands on in his lifetime — driven it straight into the ground.

But beyond his more cataclysmic, er, achievements, I am really pissed and annoyed at this — from his August 21 press conference in which, by the way, he also admitted that Iraq had nothing to do with September 11:


THE PRESIDENT: Last question. Stretch. Who are you working for, Stretch?

Q Washington Examiner.

THE PRESIDENT: Oh, good. Glad you found work. (Laughter.)

Q Thank you very much. Mr. President...


"Stretch"!!

This is — as far as I'm concerned — a perfect illustration of the lap dog nature of the press. The President of the United States apparently feels that it's okay to call people he hasn't met yet by nicknames, and as has been the case since this lamebrain took office over five years ago, the press has allowed him to get away with it.

At the very least, why didn't this reporter say, "Excuse me, Mr. President, but my name is _________________________"?

One of my closest friends is a journalist, and she happens to be less than five feet tall. What if he were to address a reporter as "Shortie"? How about "Chubby"? I mean, isn't that really what we're talking about here? This pathetic excuse for a public official can't demonstrate one of the basic skills of public discourse — that to give respect is to earn respect.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Quote Meme

Quote Meme

I was tagged (Thanks for the nudge, Trish!) the other day and I'm finally getting around to writing something. The rules are simple: look through random quotes and pick five from this list that in some way identify you. Then, explain why that identification is appropropriate. Here goes...
There is one piece of advice, in a life of study, which I think no one will object to; and that is, every now and then to be completely idle – to do nothing at all. — Sydney Smith (English essayist, 1771 - 1845)
I think that I have fallen into this way of living for the past year or so. As many of my friends know, I've dubbed the past eighteen to twenty months as my Year Of Living Aimlessly! What?!? So, I'm stretching the definition of "year" a bit! Of course, I don't really consider my life as aimless, but it has seemed to be a major time of discovery for me. Some might call it a mid-life crisis, but that's because clichés are a bit easier to hang one's hat onto. (I've yet to buy a sleek new sports car so, technically, I don't think I quite fit that cliché!)
I said to myself, I have things in my head that are not like what anyone has taught me – shapes and ideas so near to me – so natural to my way of being and thinking that it hasn't occurred to me to put them down. I decided to start anew, to strip away what I had been taught. — Georgia O'Keefe (American artist, 1887 - 1986)
About thirteen years ago, I began thinking a little bit more critically about art and life and the world, and I found some very odd thoughts passing through my head. While I've never read the entire Unibomber Manifesto, I felt I could empathize a bit with what I understood his issues to be (although let me be clear that I absolutely do not agree with his methods for resolving them). Our world has so become a slave to the economy that we have virtually lost touch with our humanity. While I was a supporter of President Clinton (for the most part), I have remained at odds with his "It's the economy, stupid!" campaign theme. This world — and particularly the United States government — no longer seems to base decisions on how they might affect communities but on how they might affect economies (and, subsequently, chances for re-election).
You see things; and you say, "Why?" But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"— George Bernard Shaw (Irish playwright, 1856 - 1950) [from Back to Methuselah (1921), part 1, act 1]
This quote, of course, has often been attributed to Bobby Kennedy (he indeed used a slight variation of it), one of my personal heroes. I believe that a lot of what our country supposedly stands for died with him in 1968. In my opinion, he was the last politician that seemed to actually stand for something; that seemed to have the courage of his convictions. Seeing his son (Bobby, Jr.) speak a couple of years ago reminded me of that courage, that conviction as I saw the same spark in his eyes. Perhaps I've been blinded by the Kennedy "mystique"... I don't think so, however. While certainly every politician has a not-so-honourable side, I sincerely believe that both Bobby and John Kennedy understood the idea of public service; that their service in the government was purposeful; that the betterment of their country and the world was the aim of government — an aim that I believe is 180-degrees the opposite of that of the miserable failure and his band of crooks and liars.
Every English poet should master the rules of grammar before he attempts to bend or break them.— Robert Graves (English poet & novelist, 1895 - 1985)
I cringe at the treatment of the English language these days. Every noun, it seems, has turned into a verb; those whom you'd think would have an appreciation for the language (especially those that call themselves "journalists") are often the worst offenders. I get sick of hearing this crap about "living language" from those who don't seem to have a knowledge of it in the first place. I'm not a fan of capital punishment, but sometimes think really bad thoughts when I hear supposedly learned people saying such things as "from whence it came." !!! Really.... Don't get me started!
Calendars are for careful people, not passionate ones.— Chuck Sigars (The World According to Chuck weblog, September 8, 2003)
While I was in Paris last November, I missed my original flight home. Perhaps it's because I don't travel with a Blackberry, or a pocket calendar (like I once did), but I'm grateful for not being the most anal person on the planet. The extra nine days I spent in Paris due to my goof-up were amongst the best days I had while I was there. Hmmm... now I've got to tag somebody else! How about Rebekah, Leslie and Kathleen...

Friday, July 21, 2006

Fun

"The Pirate Song" by my favourite Beatle...

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Ricky Teagues

Photograph of Ricky Teagues, a Black man, leaning up against a lamppost at the corner of 5th Street and Market Street in San Francisco.
Ricky Teagues, Street Poet — ©2025 Patrick T. Power

I told him I'd buy one if he let me take his photograph and he responded that he charged "five bucks for pictures." I chuckled and so began my conversation with Ricky Teagues, street poet.

We crossed the street and Ricky told me that he'd been living as a street poet for the past eleven years... I guess it's always difficult to know when people are giving me a line, but I went with it. He told me he'd been published in a number of papers and magazines, and then showed me a collection of his poems printed (copied, more likely) onto 8½" x 11" parchment stock and folded into quarter-sheets. Each "booklet" contained four poems and a couple of poorly rendered (printing-wise) illustrations.

As I looked at one of the booklets, Ricky began reciting one of his poems (coincidentally from the booklet I was looking at at the moment).

DWELLING WITHIN YOURSELF
The center of love that you find in your mind,
The peace of life that you have that leaves you
to find yourself.
Within to be or not
To see yourself is to be in the right.
From the id and to the superego
To be the positive person you are and feeling
is to be in the right.
Delightful charm appears to open your mind full
of light as the morning between the warm sun.
To enter and fasten the embrace of the hair of the passing star.
The smile that pleases a rainbow.
© Ricky Teagues

I gave him another couple dollars for one of the booklets to give to my son, then another when I asked again to take his photograph. He asked to pose by the this light pole as, he said, he refers to it in one of his poems.

Dealing with street people is not something I'm particularly comfortable with... I don't know that there are many people who are, but as someone who tries to be compassionate toward the plight of others, it's not always easy – especially when it occurs on such a regular a basis as it did while I was in San Francisco.

On every occasion but this one, my response to panhandlers was, "I'm sorry"...

In this case, I felt more comfortable and willing giving a little cash (despite my not-so-wealthy standing) – not so much because I was getting something out of the transaction, but because Ricky seemed to me to be doing more than simply panhandling; that his life as a street poet created "value" for the world.

Perhaps that's a crass way of looking at things... perhaps it's insensitive... perhaps I'm a hypocrite. I don't know. Would it be any easier for me to give handouts if I were wealthy? That's hard to say as I've never been on that end of the spectrum either. I'd like to think I would be more generous with both my time and money as regards beggars, but there is a possibility that I'd have the tendency, still, to shy away.

A few days ago, I walked into downtown East Lansing with my son for lunch at a local deli. After withdrawing some cash from an ATM, we made our way towards our destination, and along the way, we passed a man carrying a plastic shopping bag and looking a bit haggard.

We were several paces in front of him when he called out to us, saying something about helping him find something to eat. I turned back and to my right and told him, "I'm sorry."

Zachary shot me a look that I couldn't decipher... one that I've not asked him about yet. I was overcome, however, with the feeling that I'd just let my son down, not to mention yet another human being.

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Irony

Truth And Consequences
© Patrick T. Power
A recent letter to my home town paper ranted about the New York Times' decision to run a story about the Bush administration's activities with regards to monitoring banking transactions (purportedly in search of terrorists) — a program (SWIFT) which has hardly been keep a secret for the past several years.

I find it ironic that words such as "morally reprehensible" were used, especially when one stops to consider that George W. Bush, Dick Cheney, Colin Powell, Donald Rumsfeld and Condoleezza Rice lied — yes, knowingly and willingly lied — to the American people as a matter of precipitating war on a sovereign nation, and murdering — yes, murdering — over 2500 of our fine servicepeople and tens of thousands of Iraqis in the process.

I find it interesting, too, that -- during the whole Hurricane Katrina debacle -- not once did we see an indignant President Bush stand at a podium and rant about the less-than-stellar job his administration was doing in New Orleans and elsewhere. Not once! He offered only excuses and words of praise for "good job, Brownie." Not once did he show disgust over the fact that people were losing their homes (possibly permanently) or dying. Oh, but he did speak out against looting! That was courageous!

Yes... let's show our indignance about a newspaper finally getting around to doing its job and exposing this administration for what it truly is — the worst, most vile, cunning administration this country has ever seen. We the people of the United States of America are this administration's last concern.

In the words of my late father: Puh-thetic!



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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

EXPOSURE.Detroit

Photograph of a promotional image for a photo exhibit which features my photograph of the right rear quarter panel and bumper of a vintage car sticking in from the right side of the image's frame. An oil rag is on the ground not quite below the bumper.
EXPOSURE.Detroit

I am pleased to say that I've been invited to be part of a group photo exhibit to take place in Detroit at Karras Bros. Tavern. The show, dubbed EXPOSURE.Detroit, is an offshoot of an idea of a group of photographers in Pittsburgh, brought home to Michigan by Detroit native Bobby Alcott.

Here are the details... if you're able to get to the reception Friday night, please come and say hello.

EXPOSURE: Detroit
Opening Reception
Friday, June 23 at 7:00pm
Karras Bros. Tavern
225 Joseph Campau
Detroit, Michigan

Karras Bros. Tavern website
Phone: 313-259-2767

Participating Photographers:

tEDgUY49 (Ted Fines)
kiddharma (Sam Mills)
Images Of Elbows (Ian Tadashi Moore)
Detrart (Chip Carroll)
O Caritas (Patrick Power)
Allan M (Allan Malchieski)
gsgeorge (Geoffrey George)
UrbanTiki (Bobby Alcott)

Exhibition runs until July 21st, to be followed by a solo exhibit by Bobby Alcott (UrbanTiki) beginning July 28.

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Friday, June 16, 2006

3:19am


3:19am
3:19am © Patrick T. Power
I went out for a very late stroll last night (this morning, actually)... My son works the midnight to 6am shift at Beaner's, so I walked over to see him and hang out there for a little bit. I had a latte and a blueberry muffin and watched the scene there... probably twenty people or so were studying or making use of the wireless internet.

This was taken closer to where I live, on my way home... It's amazing how still and quiet East Lansing can be at that hour. Of course, there are considerably fewer students around during the summer and — I think — not as many of them live on the southwest side of campus.

This construction is at the intersection of Harrison Road and Shaw Lane and as I was taking the five to ten shots of this (all eight second or so exposures), not one car passed, and Harrison is a pretty busy street most hours of the day. I half-expected a police car to pull up and ask me what I was doing, but I didn't even see one of those!

At some point during the walk, I was thinking about my mortality (as one might) and as I am not a religious person, I thought, "If there is an afterlife, and I end up in hell with George W. Bush, I'm going to be really pissed off!"



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Saturday, June 10, 2006

Idle Chatter

Black-and-white photograph of four white plastic chairs up against a brick house
Idle Chatter ©2026 Patrick T. Power

I posted this at flickr a week or so ago and only now the thought hit me that this could be a metaphor for me and my brothers.

I'm the third of four and — depending upon how you look at it — either slightly askew or just a little different. I don't know how it is that I grew up to be so different from them, but I did.

If you were to ask me what the four of us have in common, I don't know that there would be much more than a handful of things I could cite. We all pretty much liked the same things as kids, but that surely changed in our post-high school years. They all like to say that I'm my mother's favourite, and perhaps I am. If indeed it's true, I wonder sometimes how that might have come to be. I don't think that I was really any different in the way I acted towards her as a kid than did my brothers. I didn't really excel as a student or anything. Might it have been that I was more productive in the Mothers Day cards and such than they were? Probably not.

I have also wondered many times about why I was the only one (that I can recall) to get piano lessons. Also, I was the only one to have received encouragement with my knack for drawing, having received a "How To Draw" kit which was based on a television show we would watch.

As for the piano lessons, my mother used to tell me that I could be the next Liberace. He was somewhat popular at the time (so that was her motive, I guess) and turning classical music on its ear a bit with his penchant for flamboyance, and the manner in which he injected a modern pop-ish edge to classical tunes. An ever-present candelabra was his signature, as were his gaudy diamond rings and sequined tuxedos.

Hah! You don't know how relieved I am now that that wish didn't happen to come true!

I dropped piano lessons after a couple of years as I had other things on my mind, I think. Baseball was still my activity of choice and I was beginning to notice girls with a bit more of an interested eye (distancing me further from the Liberace mold! Heh!) and while I liked my piano teacher, Pat Perlaky, a lot, I just didn't have the ambition to continue. I think that I performed one recital at Pat's home along with a couple other of her students. I don't recall much about it, except that it wasn't anything exceptional.

Back to the brothers...

For some reason, I took more to social causes (anti-war, pro-environment) during high school than my brothers did. Jim, the youngest, didn't really experience the angst about going to Vietnam, but the rest of us did. Bob, the oldest, joined the Air Force at some point. I Believe he enlisted. Thankfully, for whatever reasons, he never had to serve on active combat duty. His life then took turns that have pretty much been shrouded in mystery (for me) ever since. At any rate, Bob was the only one to serve in the military and actually face the possibility that he'd be sent into a war zone.

Mike also was of age with regard to the draft but lucked out. I recall watching one of the Selective Service's lotteries as it was broadcast on television, and his number (they used birthdates, if you're not familiar) never came up very high. Neither did mine, but by the time I was old enough to serve, Nixon had finally pulled the troops out. Mike tried to enlist, but Mom decided to get him braces for his teeth, thereby also getting him a deferment. Sneaky.

Considering that we're within three years of each other, and went to high school at about the same time (I was a freshman when he was a senior), it's beyond me how he never developed much of a social conscience. Many of his friends were peace activists to some degree, and environmental activists, but he didn't follow that path. Years later, when talking politics (he's a "Reagan Republican"), I posed the question (with regard to the environment), "Do you want your grandchildren and great-grandchildren living in such a polluted environment?" and he essentially dusted it off with, "What the hell do I care? I'll be dead." I suppose that's the typical libertarian response.

I never really knew Bob(by) that well growing up, to be honest. He's nine and a half years older than I am and I'm guessing that he left the house for the Air Force before I was even ten years old. I still recall a night which I recall him being around but we didn't really live in the same house for that long of a time. Oddly enough, I feel that I'm more like Bob in certain ways. He's always been a dreamer, I think... always having his sights set on something that would eventually be out of reach. And I think I have similar tendencies at times. I tend, however, to keep my dreams reined in a bit, closer to the vest and a little bit more within reach.

 

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Qui a marché ici ?

Photograph looking down towards the floor of a salon de thé in Paris. The legs of several chairs show against the wooden parfait
Qui a marché ici ? — ©2026 Patrick T. Power

In Paris, I try not to get too taken in by the "sights" despite their very obvious presence... While I create lots of panoramic images of the popular places, I tend to prefer the less populated spaces. Galerie 88 was one such place... it was a very narrow salon de thé along the Seine, not far from l'Hôtel De Ville.

Until I entered here, I'd not entered an eatery in which I didn't think I could rely on my english. On this trip, I was hoping to actually use some of the french I've been learning, and not rely entirely on the likelihood that the people to whom I'd speak knew english. It remains a daunting task for me as words don't quite roll from my tongue with the ease I'd prefer. The time it takes to put only a couple of words together in french seems like an eternity at times.

If I have one regret about my stay, it's that I didn't request of Phil that he only speak to me in french... it would have been hell, no doubt—especially for him—but it would have forced me to use the language more than I did.

How did this stray to language? It was about small places!!

Ah, yes... I entered Galerie 88 wanting to see Anne McAulay's photographs and decided to sit and have a salad and a beer (two actually!). I expected that it would mean that I'd have to speak in french... as it turned out, I didn't have to speak much french as une salade grecque and une Carlsberg bière sound much the same in english as they do in french! Still, there is that whole approach/avoidance thing that occurs — that moment when we choose to take the safe route or choose to leap forth. This was one of those moments for me.

Besides, I really wanted to see Anne's photographs!

As for the title of this... it is a constant thought as I visit very old places — I wonder about those who have come before me. "Whose footprints have my feet just now retraced?" Famous or not, I wonder what kinds of lives have tread on these same floorboards or on the same cobblestone paths I've wandered. In a place like Paris, it's difficult to not feel something other than the stone or wood beneath my feet.

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

Ombre de la Liberté

Ombre de la Liberté
Ombre de la Liberté © Patrick T. Power
I tried to photograph something a little less tangible... something that was more in my mind than on Allée des Cygnes. "Getting it right" just doesn't seem to be an issue with my country's current administration or with most of the people that supposedly represent us (or our best interests) in the "hallowed halls" of Congress. We no longer have leaders here — at least none that seem to truly be leading this country. Lots of words spew forth from Washington, D.C. about patriotism and freedom, but actions — as we all know — tend to speak louder than words, and the actions that my government has been taking over the last five to six years have nothing to do with making this country a great nation. We continue to drive ourselves inward (as a country), like brat children that sneer through fences which protect all that they own. And now, "we" are considering sending the National Guard to the Mexican border! A couple of verses from a Jackson Browne song of a few years ago just came to mind...
They call him by "the Prince of Peace" And they call him by "the Savior" And they pray to him upon the seas And in every bold endeavor And they fill his churches with their pride and gold While their faith in him increases But they've turned the nature that I worship in From a temple to a robber's den In the words of the rebel Jesus We guard our world with locks and guns And we guard our fine possessions And once a year when Christmas comes We give to our relations And perhaps we give a little to the poor If the generosity should seize us But if any one of us should interfere In the business of why there are poor They get the same as the rebel Jesus from — The Rebel Jesus

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

The Decemberists

I have fallen in love!

For a solid couple of weeks, virtually the only music I have listened to is that of The Decemberists, a group from the Portland, Oregon area.

I discovered them via last.fm, an online music community that has a downloadable radio that plays music based on a person's listening habits, which the site determines via the use of a plug-in for iTunes (or whatever player you might use). It creates a database based on what you've listened to in the past, then plays music it "thinks" you'd like.

Well... the more I listened to the last.fm radio, the more I heard The Decemberists, and the more I heard them, the more I liked them. I have since collected everything they've relased, as well as a two-CD re-release of the band's writer and lead singer Colin Meloy's college band — Tarkio.

NPR has a couple of concerts online — one of The Decemberists and a solo show by Meloy

Meloy is one of the most literate writers I've come across in a long time and his songs are often based on literature (he was an English major back in Missoula, Montana), and many of his songs have a very traditional feel to them. One of my favourites is "We Both Go Down Together"...

We Both Go Down Together

by Colin Meloy

Here on these cliffs of Dover
so high you can't see over
and while your head is spinning
hold tight it's just beginning

you come from parents' wanton
a childhood rough and rotten
I come from wealth and beauty
untouched by work or duty

and oh, my love, my love.
and oh, my love, my love.
We both go down together.

I found you, a tattooed tramp
A dirty daughter from the labor camps
I laid you down in the grass of the clearing
You wept, but your soul was willing

and oh, my love. my love.
and oh, my love. my love.
We both go down together.

And my parents will never consent to this love
But I hold your hand

Meet me on my vast veranda
My sweet untouched Miranda
and while the seagulls are crying
we fall but our souls are flying

and oh, my love. my love.
and oh, my love. my love.
and oh, my love. my love.
and oh, my love. my love.
We both go down together.


Oh, and there is no truth to the rumour that I only like them because my birthday is in December!


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Radio Silence

Yes, I've fallen into a period of radio silence... I like solitude a lot and I go through spells of wanting to keep to myself as much as possible. I turn off the phone. I don't answer email. I don't make calls.

Sometimes it's necessary. Sometimes I feel like I've allowed myself to get too stretched in directions and in ways I'd rather not be stretched.

I'm also going through a period of discovery; a time of wondering about most things. Perhaps it's got something to do with mid-life. Perhaps it's got something to do with having children that need me less and less. Whatever it is, I'm giving in to it. Or perhaps I'm throwing myself into it.

I'm learning French. It's an incredibly difficult language, and I'm wishing I were only a year or two old so that learning it would come a bit more naturally. After a lifetime (well, let's optimistically call it a "half-a-lifetime!) of building a pretty good vocabulary, I'm back at the beginning — learning nouns, pronouns, verbs, adjectives, learning feminine vs. masculine nouns, le vs. la, vous vs. tu... Forever, I have wondered why vis a vis is pronounced veez-ah-vee and not veez-ah-veez. Now, I understand. So, if i learn nothing else, I've at least learned that.

I leave for Paris in another week. I'll only be staying a week this time, but I'm scheduled to go back again in November — in time to celebrate my 51st birthday. There is something very special about the city that I can't explain with words. Maybe that's why I took so many pictures while I was there last November.

I want very much to move there. Very much.

Oh, and I think I'm going to go to San Francisco before the end of July, too! The world keep spinning and I've got to try to keep up!


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Running On Empty

I don't spend as much time reading blogs these days, although I still try to at least visit a few of my friends' sites. I also still check in at the DailyKos to see if any new attempts to dislodge the miserable failure from our windpipes have begun to take shape. Alas...

This morning, however, I came across a post to which I had to respond as my memories of a night in 1978 remain fairly clear to me still.

First, I'll note that I first learned of Jackson Browne as I perused records in a K-Mart in Oregon, Ohio back in the early 1970s. I saw his first record (in LP form, of course) and liked the imaginative cover — the wine flask design with his graphically-rendered face — and I picked it up, looked at it and saw that Graham Nash and David Crosby (amongst a few other names I recognized) had contributed to the recording. I almost bought it without having heard a note or a word (I've been pretty lucky at buying music that way over the years) but didn't.

Shortly after that, on my way home from (high) school, "Doctor My Eyes" played on the radio (is there a chance that that song would be played on commercial radio in this day and age?) and the deal was cinched. From that day forth, Browne became one of my most favourite writers and singers, and surely has influenced my own songwriting. I've only seen him three or four times in concert, but all have been gratifying shows.

While in college in Bowling Green (Ohio), I saw him during the tour that promoted his Running On Emptyalbum, and after the show, a bunch of us (my then-girlfriend Robin Wilson, Scott Hilyard, Ed Nolan and a few others) decided to go look for him at the nearby Holiday Inn. We hustled into the lounge and waited a bit, hoping he'd simply saunter in and make our night, but he didn't. However, Karla Bonoff, the opening act, did happen in. I was a journalism major at the time and I had a story due for class, so I took the chance and walked over to her table.

I introduced myself and asked her and (I assumed) her manager if I could ask her a few questions for the article I needed to write. She was polite as I recall, but her manager was a bit on the snotty side and brushed me off and away rather brusquely.

We then went skulking around the motel looking for signs of Jackson, never finding him. We did run into his piano player Craig Doerge, however, whose door was wide open to the outside, so we chatted with him briefly.

I still have the t-shirt I bought that evening! Actually, my son has absconded with it, and he wears it often and I smile.


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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Night Sounds

I live very near train tracks. It seems as though a train rumbles by just about every twenty minutes or so, and I take great comfort in hearing them.

I grew up along the banks of the Maumee River in Toledo (on the East Side) and trains regularly rolled along Miami Street as well as down closer to the river. In the summer nights, with the windows open and the curtains lifted into the air by the draw of the fan in my parents' room, I was often awakened by the trains as they followed the river's bend.

Tugboats would also belch their sounds into the deep, dark dead of night as they steered ocean and lake freighters to (or from) their moorings along the riverfront.

I can't help but recall those nights so very, very long ago with every train whistle that sounds, or with the rythmic thump-thump, thump-thump, thump-thump of train wheels passing over a joint in the rails.

There is something about trains, something about rivers that will forever keep days of my youth close to me.




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Saturday, March 25, 2006

To Kill A Mockingbird

I have begun to read this classic book for the first time.

I know... unbelievable!

My plan was to finish it by the end of this weekend, but I went to a film this afternoon — En Sång fõr Martin (A Song For Martin) — and I'll be going to a couple more tomorrow at the East Lansing Film Festival. En Sång fõr Martin deals with Alzheimer's Disease and its effect on a relationship between the victim and his wife. Powerful stuff.

I've been spending completely too much time online and I'm trying to temper that somewhat — not an easy thing to do when most of what I do every day involves the computer.

I will be spending a great deal of time rehearsing for next Friday's opening act gig at the Ten Pound Fiddle, so I don't know if I'll get the book done by then, but if I'm at all serious about cutting back this online time, well...

Addictions!



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